... Dont Go Away ...

I can feel that distance is pulling everyone away from me, no matter how many friends i have, no matter how much stuff that i would never have i had now and how my life is just so amazing that the distance and time are pulling it away ...

Dont go away :

Looking throught your eyes, there's nothing to hide
and you're no longer mine
How could i survive, when you said good bye
Why do birds still fly up high ?!
Cant stop the tears from falling,
We used to be so fine, when you walked into my life
i tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin'

Dont, Dont go away
Baby dont you know i miss you so
Dont, Dont go away
I've never been on my own before

Wooh, Oh
Cant you hear me, just take me with you
So dont, dont go away

Dont, Dont go away
Baby dont you know i miss you so
Dont, Dont go away
I've never been on my own before
So would you feel my heartbeat once more ?!

I found this is really touching, to me it represent of my friends ..
I remember that 2 years ago i knew a girl, at first i use to think that she's like not the same type of girl that would hang out with me and my friends, i just think that she would hang around with the CHAV's and i was wrong. Clearly me and her became best friends, like hanging out with each other and that .. Ok so what happen at the end ?! ..

Rights at the end, She starts turning into a girl that i dont even know. the worst thing is that she starts talking behind my backs, saying "oh yeah Sabrina is a b*tch, yeah she thinks she's cool" and all this kind of stuff .. it hurts just to know that she talks behind my back :( I want to know why she did this to me, probably as you know im a soft hearted person well i just get over with emotions easily :S So its better of me speaking to her on MSN and when i found out why she did that i was so crying out, that time im just having a hard time ..

Ruby Diaz, same age as me, b'day is few days away from mine :)

She's just my best friend forever ..

I will never forget about her ..

Till the day i meet Ruby, she's a really nice girl although she lives in America but hey she's just like a close friend to me, when the first time we talked it feels like i've known her for years. She's just always cares about me and we just officially became BFF .. Remembering all those conversation we had its just so ridiculous, we just talked about different things and that includes talking about "Aaron Wong" aswell.

blog tomorrow if i can, muackSss toodle's